As the year comes to a close, and my son and I had a bit of conversation.
It occurs to me that people then to think I am a PUNCHING BAG.
1st off NO I DO NOT WANT TO Len’s nurse.
Len’s favorite thing from about 4 years of age till I was 15 yeat=rs old was to hit my face causing my nose to bleed. Then accuse me of PICKING MY NOSE, and slapping me some more. So being nurse to a senile old man who takes pleasure in HURTING ME, sorry, I was planning my escape from Len before I got to LA from out of prison.
My son tells me he cares for me, yet 12 years after he was taken by illegal action, he NOW does not want me around, IF I AM GOING TO DRAMATIC.
in 6 years of being able to visit or call, almost no phone calls or letter/emails without my action or someone else’s to get him to do so. No desire to start a conversation himself. Do I blame him, NOPE!
Problem is that life happens, the drama is life happening not ME MAKING IT HAPPEN.
SEE IT IS ALL ABOUT MONEY, DOLLAR BILLS, NOT HUMAN BEINGS!!!
I am personally tired of people telling me that because they are CHRISTIAN/CATHOLIC, I got to KISS their religion’s ass,
BUT MY SPIRITUAL NATURE/RELIGION IS NOT ALLOWED TO EXIST BECAUSE THEY DO NOT BELIEVE IN IT.
Be this just the crowd I am in, or as the society of America acts,
the general rule. “Our way or death/pain”
I have a right to my SPIRITUAL BELIEFS. REGARDLESS OF YOUR BELIEF.
I am sorry, STOP HITTING ME. OBEY YOUR LAWS.
Look at FACTS instead of your damn opinions.
My Spiritual beliefs is my RELIGION.
YOU have NO RIGHT TO TAKE IT AWAY.
OR DEMAND I STOP BELIEVING IN IT.
AND UNDER NO CIRCUMSTANCE SHOULD I BE FORCED TO TAKE DRUGS TO KEEP ME FROM MY SPIRITUAL NATURE.
This ain’t no witch hunt.