“ARTIST” — 2001 Plumas County Arts Commission Calendar poem

Milky Way in the Sierra Neveda Moutains.

Milky Way in the Sierra Neveda Moutains. Please Dream again.

I’m dyslexic……..

teachers said I’d never be a writer……… I was 4 yrs. old when I wanted to learn photography and 7 yrs old, I added writer to the list…

I have been published as a poet and a writer, a couple postcards, and many photographs.

this is at the moment my best poem,

It kind of sums up me, the artist…. why I do so many different things, often quite well.

I hope it inspires you!!!

It was published in the 2001 Plumas County Arts Commission Calendar for November.



I am, shall be, forever will be, artist, creative soul, imagination unleashed, dreamer of dreams to be realized.

A leaf afloat on a sea of possibilities,

Dust blown by the winds of desire,

Creating fluffy white clouds sailing over the horizon,

Blank canvases awaiting the wildest of adventures to live.

Colors so real as to be surreal, luminescently glowing like the full moon on a snow shrouded cold winter’s night.

Living on an edge so sharp I’m amazed that I’m neither cut or fallen off,

Proud of the confidence gained by the experiences.

I’ve been admired, desired, fired, spoken to, listened to, criticized, censored, restricted, envied, liked, loved, hated, delegated, neglected and disrespected.

Even attempts to regulate me, but I move on, being me.

I can’t be kept, but I often pause along the road.

I’m artist, seer of the visions of probabilities, creating colors, invoking thoughts, stirring music to entice the senses.

I’m all colors beyond the brightest white to the darkest abyss.

I’m the spices that give life all flavor, yet I leave you craving for more.

I’m the bend in the road drawing your curiosity forward to rethink thoughts, sights and visions of the roads you travel.

I’m the fuel driving your car of life down the endless roads of possibilities.

A road sometimes so smooth, seemly non-existence,

Other times potholes bump and jar your senses back into reality, or bounce you over the horizon to visions never dreamed.

Stare out any window and see me,

I am Shall be, and Forever will be Artist, Creative Soul, Imagination Unleashed, Dreamer of Dreams to be Realized.

PEV 2001

Footnote: the first half of the poem took a few hours, the 2nd half and polishing it up took 2 years. it is the heart and soul of my being.

I hope you enjoy and share this……..

Ballerina Fireman Astronaut Movie Star

CoffeeDetective.com photo assignment! NEW business card Design printed! On a roll now.

OK, so here we go…….I need to find a poem I wrote a long time ago. It appeared in the 2001 Plumas County Arts Comission Calendar.  Ode to the Artist.   I did have a copy not too long ago, BUT  I do not have any IDEA yet if I got everything out when I had to  “EXIT STAGE LEFT” with the relationship with Leonard, my dad.

Mission Statement

My Mission Statement……on the Back

Well I have to go shoot a SPECIAL PHOTO!

CoffeeDetective.com creator Nick Usborne has a money making website program. I am using it and when I heard of the site he would use as an example I put forward my story of coffee and night photgraphy/camping.


It took a couple days for the message to get to him on the blog, but HE WANTS IT AS FAST AS I CAN GET IT TO HIM!

So I will post that story of the page Nick Usborne will put on HIS SITE of my photos and story.



I aim to INSPIRE.

Creative shooting All!

I’m FREE! Out of an ABUSIVE relationship…….. PHOTOGRAPHY posts again, I’m free to be creative again!

Yeah, I'm safe for now. TRalked to half brother for 1st time.......even they are afraid of him becasue he was so violent BACK THEN!

Yeah, I’m safe for now. Talked to half brother for 1st time last night…….even they are afraid of him because he was so violent BACK THEN!

I’m sorry I have not been able to put up photograph blog posts,

YES I have an important message about thecreation of the ISS and I’m also a pro photographer who wants to be remembered for my Night PHOTOGRAPHY.

I have LOTs of photos to share, been out shooting, but life has been presenting me with an almost endless supply of problems to solve first.

I have some photos from a recent trip to visit the OLDEST LIVING PLANTS ON THE PLANET!

Anceint Bristlecone Pines in White Mountains Calif.

I know there are about 3-5 shooting star photos alone to share.

As for the abusive relationship well, the other day the man would I have called dad since 2 and a half, told me that, (I’m now 57 years old)

“when Plumas County Sheriffs arrested and broke my arm, and Plumas County Court sentenced me to 30 days without medical attention to prove they could beat me up, then later arrested me and put me in a mental hospital that said that the TRUTH WAS NOT IMPORTANT. ONLY THE COURT ORDER!”   and I was forced to take dangerous drug, one that if I was to sudden not have it, I WOULD HAVE MAJOR DAMAGE PERMENANTLY CAUSING ME TO BE MENTALLY BROKEN FOR LIFE.”

Leonard Aldis Vanderhoof spent 30 minutes telling me that this “PROPER AND NORMAL TREATMENT FOR MENTALLY ILL PEOPLE.  Footnote: len foreclosed on my house when I was in prison, either he figured I would never get out or He knew I would then be homeless and Legally have almost NO CHOICE BUT TO COME LIVE WITH HIM!


I put my first photo on a paper in 1976, I have consided myself an independent publisher since the 1980s, I have lots of published photos and stories in the Feather Publishing Co archives. Quincy, CALIF 1988-1997 Photo Editor and wet darkroom tech/intorduced them to digital imaging in 1989, using my computer equipment from my screen printing business Capricorn Enterprises, 1988-1994 Quincy, CA……..FREEDOM OF PRESS!!

by the way I should note that the lawyer of Leonard Vanderhoof did willing craft a document that would GIVE LEONARD CONTROL of medications giving me to keep me as his servant.  Larry Copenbarger WAS TOLD BY ME that Leonard has a very violent history. Larry NEVER CONSIDERED talking to me.

Dr. Veit Bui Also TOLD THAT THE DOCUMNET WAS VERY CLOSE TO ABUSE, did willing refuse to discuss the abuse with me, he also refused to review some 400 hrs of Buddhist meditation, lectures, teaching, and New Age teaching, Taoist teaching, and many many more programs, I gave him to show that  I was FAR FROM ANY MENTAL ILLNESS. Extremely trained in reconizing abuse at this point and do so much mental conditioning that even as I have all this going on, I’m balanced, working on protecting myself, and setting up things so I do not have to stop the pace of my engineering a new phase in my life……

HOWEVER, AT NO TIME DID VEIT BUI CONSIDER doing anything drugging me to continue the abuse.

Both are therefore SPONSORS of Human Trafficking and abuse.

sad FACTS………

stuff in motel room after escaping abuse

I’m safe for now!!

bugged out of len_s condo-8272


UPDATE 20150829: I have paid for a place and have a 6 month lease. I will move in tomorow. TO ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE HELPED OR PRAYED, Thank You!!!

How I created the ISS, the International Space Station is my Baby!

design of ISS

taken off web, creation of many people many countries coming Peacefully together.

How I created the International Space Station in 1983.

A $2 investment in the human beings survival, created a BILLION DOLLAR OBJECT, employing thousands in several countries, 7 countries or more WORKING IN PEACE FOR 34 YEARS, and NO WEAPONS PLATFORM, that is seen from just about any place on the planet that Human beings live. Inspiring humans to reach beyond themselves and be “ONE PEOPLE & ONE PLANET in HARMONY…

20170322: UPDATE ABOUT WHY! FUKUSHIMA! OK, in 1975 I did a report for High School which SHOWED CORRUPTION & profiteering WOULD CAUSE A “FUKUSHIMA TYPE ACCIDENT”. No, not a probable… “IT WOULD HAPPEN!”

If you live in USA, you are one of the HIGHEST LIED TO GROUP OF PEOPLE on the planet, yet have information available to could COUNTERACT the actions of the liars.

You JUST don’t for your own “Rose colored glasses” life styles.

NOTICE THAT IN this dispersion model that the DATE IS ONE MONTH AFTER FUKUSHIMA melted down… Cesium 137 covers the entire Northern Hemisphere. Cesium 137 is just one of the MOST POISONOUS materials (copied from web)

“”Cesium-137 is among the most common heavy fission products. Fission of various isotopes of thorium, uranium, and plutonium all yield about 6% cesium-137. [1] This high fission yield results in an abundance of cesium-137 in spent nuclear fuel, as well as in regions contaminated by fission byproducts after nuclear accidents. [2] The large quantities of cesium-137 produced during fission events pose a persistent hazard. Its half-life of about 30 years is long enough that objects and regions contaminated by cesium-137 remain dangerous to humans for a generation or more.””

One gram of cesium 137 will kill everything in a SQUARE MILE….


Fukushima reports 540 tons of nuclear material lost at Fukushima and not recoverable, therefore it is atomizing into the atmosphere & the oceans for 6 years without stopping.

Kind of funny when you are shown a working nuclear power plant on the “Inside” and the “OUTSIDE” looks like this image above.

Another country’s cesium 137 “FALLOUT MAP”…

Or how about the containment of radiation in plastic bags… yes every one of those “black dots” is containment soil/objects of physical nature.

There are the “storage Tanks” which are now beginning to leak and breakdown due to the radiation. Again just basic plastic and metal, nothing to CONTAIN the radiation….

300 tons to 700 tons of radiation waste water “JUST LEAKS into the Pacific Ocean for the past 6 YEARS.

So one has to wonder about HUMAN intelligence?


If you pee on a tree in a forest, you are still on planet Earth.

Every Ocean is connected.

Every land mass has ONLY ONE ATMOSPHERE OVER IT.


20170509 UPDATED: And it just gets WORSE!







So Human Arrogance, the reason I was GIVEN IN 1960 as to why Human Beings would kill themselves off is coming true, IN FULL FORCE!

{{Footnote of interest: 1980 I had an apartment building in Burbank, with which I rented to a NASA Engineer named “Gorman” (sp?). He worked locally but his family lived up north near Sacramento. So on Mondays he flew down spent the week in the apt & on Fridays after work he flew home again. At one point I asked him “Why does NASA use tiles on the Space Shutter, which break off so easy? Would you not use a better system?” He just laughed at me and walked away. I was going to tell him of a system of titanium wire frame & carbon fiber “blown on like a ferro-cement boat to create a single piece ship’s hull. The heat transfer of course would be much cleaner without the breaks of the ’tiles’ and much being stronger more than a “glued on tile”. I should also note that the carbon fiber base was not the standard stuff, but was to be a ceramic/leaded glass and other elements to take both radiation insulation and heat transfer properties into effect & measure. Carbon fiber in Formula One racing & America’s Cup racing was well known to me. But the high heat and needing to transfer it evenly very quickly yet also deal with the A-zero of space plus the idea of radiation protection was all in the theory & designs.

Uni-body construction cars was known at that time too. So the “tiles have never made sense.”

Of course in 2003, just such an “ACCIDENT” happened…. to date NASA has never put a “WORKSHOP” ON THE ISS TO DO IN SPACE REPAIRS…

Which in 2003 I did “after” the accident send them I did send just such an email outlining  A WORKSHOP & FOR BOTH conditions of needed repairs to cargo/passenger ships AND TO THE ISS!

just saying, I tend to think Way Ahead! Pev}}

and worse, 1960, the “Spiritual Beings” of your planet told me I would witness the DEATH OF THE HUMAN RACE.

So that is why I am and ALWAYS have BEEN A ONE PLANET PERSON…

I don’t go for “My group is better than your group stuff”… you all BREATHE THE SAME AIR & DRINK THE SAME WATERS.

So I was attempting to help the human race survive, you will not do so.

My story.

The following story is true, it has been told many times since 1983.

I have always told it as a story to inspire children to believe in their dreams. My son heard me tell this story to him in his youth and my telling it in public several times. Letting people know I have no proof other than my roommate and the letter if it exists somewhere at NASA or the White House.

ISS Birth:

In 1983 I was living in South Lake Tahoe with a roommate named Raymond Sanchez. Raymond graduated from Glendale High School, Calif, one year before me. I graduated in 1976. We lived on the same block and I believe I got one of my paper routes from him, many years earlier. Last I heard of him was in 1986, when some one told me he was moving back to Los Angeles, Calif. Problems with the lifestyle of SLT. We had spent a couple years bouncing around coffee shops, before moving to South Lake Tahoe.

Raymond knew that,

  1. I was an avid sci-fi reader and wanted to write science fiction stories myself.
  2. I had a personal desire to be off the planet before Dec. 31, 1992.
  3. I had a way of getting things done, like no one he had very met.
  4. I had done designs of stuff that later showed up in the news, unrelated to me.

So one day, when I came home from work, Raymond came and told me that President Reagan had just announced that he was cutting funding for NASA. Raymond’s question he put to me, “What are you going to do about it?”

I told him I would think about it, yes it was a problem.

A couple days later, I showed Raymond a letter I wrote.

It was on 1 sheet of paper. It was written with a yellow highlighter. I thought about what I would create as that 4 year old child looking up at the stars in my youth and writing a letter. And wrote something like this…..

Dear President Reagan,

Please do not defund NASA. I want to go into space. Instead why don’t you build a space station.

You could get all the other nations to help and call it the International Space Station.

You can put things as big as a bus in the Space Shuttle and then build it in space.

You could call the first section “Unity” to signify the coming together of all the nations.

Sincerely, Peter

WE laughed and I put it in an envelope, kid scrawl address to President Reagan at the White House, NO return address. (can’t do that now.) Add a Stamp. Into a mailbox and wait.

3 or 4 months later, Raymond came home and excitedly told me we had to go find at TV and see the news.

We went to a bar, got the TV put on news (pre happy hour) and when Pres. Reagan came on Raymond turned up the sound and we listened to:


Pieces taken up in the Space Shuttle as big as a bus.

The first piece was to be called Unity.

Raymond turned to me and said, “Wow, He is reading your letter almost word for word!”

I smiled and said, “yeah.”

We raised our glasses to Toast the BIRTH OF THE INTERNATIONAL SPACE STATION.

I have never made a dime off this…………(yes, I was 4 yrs old when I looked up and told my brother I wanted to travel to the stars. My Dad will remember the night, he thought I wanted to run away from home. Made me pack my bags and get out. As I recall I asked for a ride to the corner because the suitcase was heavy.)

But Inspire, who can not be inspired?? Where in the world is it not possible to see and DREAM.

I can travel 80%-90% of the planet and see a STAR I put in the sky, if I just wait a while.

I wonder how much money someone would pay to have lived such a story?????????

However in an amusing twist, my Dad upon hearing the story for the first time in 2015, said if it is a letter to a president, it should be in the library of documents. By rule the correspondence of presidents are kept for historical evidence.

So yes, IF THE USA AND NASA will admit it, then the letter may still exist.

Please consider I had ONE shot and only one shot……I could not get any team to help me make this DREAM happen……….

And yes, Raymond may tell you I play with loaded dice, I can not deny the possibility.

How close the words are in the letter to what I say is in the post, maybe a few words are different. I never kept a copy. But it was simple, direct and to the point AS A KID WOULD WRITE! I am sure the television broadcast of President Reagan has been saved, never got a record of it myself.

It was a long time ago in human time but I’m close enough to what I said, that the rest of the physical facts will support me.

If some one can prove differently, the events are history….the people are real and the International Space Station is a real chunk of human creation in space above the planet.

Look up and see a reason to dream, a manmade star!

Vanderhoof Photography — Mission Statement: To create artwork that some 200 to 300 years from now someone will look at it and be inspired to create their own VISION of artwork.

How long will you be inspired to try………

Photo from space of ISS

NASA photo of International Space Station


Figure in spacesuit at ISS.

NASA photo during time of troubles. Growing pains of learning NEW things. Just what I dreamed of. Inspiring to keep it alive and being creative themselves.

Other ideas I had, include

1962-1963, I created the computer punchcard Christmas Weath. San Fernando Valley, Gemco parking lot. Got given a box of punch cards (LADWP), I asked for some. Playing around created a christmas weath. Played around, cleaned it up some made some more and and dad took me to Gemco. Sold so fast he was suprized. Next year did more and added more to them, had competition, but still sold out of 12-15 units max. 3rd year, so many people doing it Dad said No More.

1980, started drawing designs of winged keel boats, made designs of winged keel trimamiran, a hydro-foil setup. 1982? New Zealand wins America’s Cup with winged keel boat. Claim first use of design.

1982 I start talking and designing a car for myself out of my Pinto, Raymond jokes at why do’t I just start from scratch. I decide to do so. About a year later, Raymond comes in and tosses me a Car and Driver magazine, “Here’s your car! Right down to the plastic body panels!”

1994ish, I put a sticky note on my wall a drawing of a spiderweb and spider. “Webcrawlers, internet search company”…….. yes if you Google it, there is an internet search/research company called Webcrawlers, or once was.

1994ish I took an invention through the patent processes to show my son how it worked. I stopped the process when it was shown that someone else also had a similar idea. That idea has NEVER SHOWN UP ON THE MARKET! My son turned to me and asked, “How do we protect it?” When I told him that the Top side of a CD is important side. The SILVER IS THE DATA STORAGE MEDIA. Thought about for a few minutes and decided the easiest would be to put a vinyl cover on it. Clear so you see the griginal label. I had a vinyl cutter, was doing lettering for signage. And yeah, I had, so a few days later I had the prototype.

If anyone sees these on the market, send me a photo please! I mean my son is 24 now, ask him but 5-7 yrs old was what I remember!    Almost 20 yrs billions of CD and DVDs in Sales………Ain’t seen just a basic protection cover.      Of course, we all have flash drives, soon SSD sticks will on the market. Robert Heinlien FANS !!! PLEASE ENTER A BEST GUESS AT WHEN WELDON CUBES BECOME REALITY!   Those of you others, weldon cubes were just Robert’s super memory containers. I remember a comment in a story of some thing like 15 cubes held the records of 100’s of planets with populations in the billions for over a thousand years of medical, financial, building designs an ENTIRE Government COMPUTER MEMORY OF A PLANET IN ONE CUBE. And the 15 cubes fit in a single suitcase. (my favorite sci-fi book TIME ENOUGH FOR LOVE, R.H.   I want to build me that ship and computer and add the device from Number of the Beast. personal challenge to myself) Everyone take Guess! or tell/show me, Humans are at the point now with SSD memory.

So, I am weird, love to create and inspire others to create.

Hope this Inspires you to Help Unite THE HUMAN RACE AND SAVE OUR PLANET!

And may you WISH upon my star as much as you want!!!!!!!!!

With lovingkindness energy and compassion  for the Universe,


UPDATE 20150815

I am sorry, there has to LOGICALLY HAVE a starting point, that ONE since Person having that ONE SINGLE MOMENT of thought, held on to long enough to become a dream. Then energized enough to become a physical object that can be shared, so that others may begin to envision the possibilities of what could some day become the International Space Station.     I am that ONE PERSON WHO HAD THE ONE THOUGHT. ISS is my Baby,

Please note, I did understand that the IDEA by a “nameless Kid” was easy to steal. I designed THE LETTER as an easy target for the greedy politicans and most of course the Republicans , greedy would dream of all the WARS Machines they could build.

I was worried it would All go to Military, (what parent doesn’t worry about gangs with weapons stealing their children and beating everone into submission.) But I am spared that horror for the moment.

However they the government and yes NASA may NOT want you to know WHO Created it.

I’m tired and going to sleep, but first I want it known I accept all and any challenges to my story.

There will be rules, my rules……

ALL Challenges MUST BE IN AN OPEN PUBLIC FORUM. No LIMIT on WHO may come. First come First Serve sitting. ONLY FREE EVENTS. Live webcasting as possible. NO LIMITS ON PUBLIC RECORDING OF EVENTS, FREE DISTRUBUTION OF SAID RECORDING OF FUTURE EVENTS TO BE DREAMED OF! (All people will be expected to be respectful of others, keep your tripods and cameras out of the way as much as possible.)

ANY REASONABLE request for an OPEN interview for ALL JOURNALISTS,  sorry as a Photo Editor for newspapers, I never turned helping a reporter to do better AND I DO NOT KNOW WHO WILL WRITE THE BEST STORIES. (best as decided by the Human RACE!)

I have FULL UNLIMITED ACCESS TO ALL AREAS OF EVENT INVOLVMENT INCLUDING PARKING AND SITTING AREAS, backstages and maintenance or service accesses to ensure people’s safety as best I can.  TO RECORDING VIDEO, AUDIO, AND STILL CAMERAS. OR ANY OTHER DEVICES OF MY CHOICE. IT’S MY STORY AND I WILL TRY TO KEEP AN ACCURATE RECORD OF THESE THINGS. You all Get YOUR VERSION. If I ever have any lineage to think of other than my son, it would be nice to have FAMILY record.

All evidence MUST be produce-able. i.e. …this apple hit me on the head.  Got apple, or a lump on the head?  If it is a logical arguement I must be shown some thing within the first 15 minutes of the person’s point of view that is different from just saying, “I do not believe you.” The evidence of me IS EVERYWHERE in the world, I DO NOT HAVE TO TIME TO LISTEN TO A BUNCH OF YAHOOs REPEATING THE SAME STUPID WORDS WITHOUT EVEN THINKING BEFORE SPEAKING.

No less than 3 independant news agencies must be present. NO LIMIT ON WHO CAN COME.  Fow News is welcome to come and watch. Then go back to their studios and lie to the world. Sorry, I do Support Free Speech. Just keep yourself out of my face, if you don’t like Feedback!

(update 20150816: In order to explain why FOX NEWS is invited, my feeling are like this,

People listen to Fox News, therefore they have not only the Right to their opinion but a market that wants them.

However if by some chance, one of those listeners after hearing those comments by FOX decides to go look at the post itself……..WOW,

Regardless of the outcome, that person just had a real THINKING THOUGHT! What did that guy say??……If one person per show were to have that ephiany of actual THINKING, who knows in a few hundred years FOX could be out of business!  So, yes any and ALL  PRESS! School is in session.)

Physical objects and Logical Debates will win my favor.

Must show merit of my time put forth in the challenge. I.E. someone just calling me names may find themselves the object of a lesson to the WORLD about how Name calling, Labeling, Grouping in ethic data, or speciality data.     Simply jealousy, turned into a fear of the NEW possibilites, by scare tactics. So yes, I will teach the world to get along as best I can

No government, organization, court, group etc may violate these rules in any way consistant with Violating my RIGHTS AS A HUMAN BEING BORN ON EARTH. NO ONE MAY FORCE ME TO DO ANYTHING FOR ANY REASON.

NO  claims of ownership my person, or claims of anything of my intellitual property may to be enforced WITHOUT PROOF OF BEING CREATED BY A GOD! I consider myself intellitual property and will protect myself as such. I am a steward of the Human Race at the moment getting you into space, THEREFORE THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT IN PARTICULAR may NOT make any CLAIMS OF PROTECTING ME. They are full of corruption and SUPPPORT VIOLENCE! I must support the most logical beings, NOT the MOST ILLOGICAL.  I am here for what is called the 99%, however the other 1% may learn and join. NO HARD FEELS, IT IS A BRIGHT AND NEW FUTURE.    Compassion, lovingkindness energy will defeat any army if known how to use the Energy’s TOOLS.

No man-made objects may be entered as proof of ownership. I must be able to verify it to be beyond a physical object created by human ego. A piece of wood bark is Creator made. A piece of paper is man-made or other, i.e. paper wasp. Paper is not Creator made, therefore not paper or writing is to be used to block me from helping the world and Human Race. The damage is REAL. It will take decades to just get equipment to fix things BUILT. I help WHO I CHOOSE I HELP AND THAT IS THE HUMAN RACE.

I live in societies and expect myself to be respectful of these societies, but if I need to be somewhere, I’m not stopping for some government that wants to lay some CLAIM TO PAIN ON SOMEONE ELSE. SHAME ON YOU! Help PEOPLE, STOP RUBBING YOURSELVES IN SELF INDULGENCE, thinking that poor sucker, I Got air conditioning…or food, or how about some of you with huge empty building in cities, OPEN THE DOORS! Help People.


(I am an Artist, I see my ego! Do you see yours??)



I DO NOT SUPPORT THE ILLOGICAL NOTION that little pieces of paper humans call money are for ANY REASON more important LIVING BEINGS OF ANY SORT.  Money is Ego thing………never ask ME to hurt or kill for money.  I am not that disrespectful of MY CREATOR! Anyone killing, raping, destroying the environment will be understood as insane and trying to commit suicide and Genocide. Proper action to teach you not to HATE YOURSELF will be taken and the planet protected.


Update: 20150815 2035hrs.

I hereby request that members of Anonymous be MY OFFICAL HISTORIANS,

Such a loose knit organization with a wide variety of intelligent people will not build a Social Order that stiffles Imaginations, Dreams, and HUMAN BEING Rights!  Social order is the greatest threat to Humankind, it invites corruption, laziness, lack of care, like of interest, doing robot routines day in and day out, BECAUSE A COUPLE OF FAT CATS ON TOP ARE EVEN LAZIER! Social Order is the Domination of Thinking to suspress thinking.


Human Beings DID THE WORK!

So, if Anonymous does Accept the responsibility of guarding history for the Human Race as we evolve into Spacefaring beings and join the intergalactic family.

P.S. all radio signals coming in to astrophysics are millions of years old………….do you think some thing has changed in a million years??

Let’s look with open eyes!!! Not limited allowable responses searches.

Because with Anamyous as my historian, they will keep Rumors, vague ideas, conspiracy theorists, and all kinds of qustions forming so people will continue to THINK BY THINKING! and Looking for their Dreams!

Of course Any And All people are Most welcome to record their versions of the just as we have always done.

Special Update: I would like to offically ask NASA to be the first ARTIST (as an artist) In Residence. I will began drawing up designs of an ARTIST Module.

At the moment I see a large glass sphere on a long arm out away from the Station but connected. IN side the sphere a gymballed platform that would allow the artist to rotate anyway to see most of the 360 degree view.

Are there any Artists who would like to work on this project with me and design a module?? Let me know!

UPDATE 20150816: OK, so I thought about it.   I’ll make a drawing but, ARTISTS…….imagine a sphere, mostly glass, (sorry Scotty have not looked to your clear aluminum …Star Trek!)  Buckminister Fuller building blocks type stuff, and in the center a platform with arms to reach OUT to walls of the sphere. I would want the arms to be at least 10 to 15 feet long. So when you are working on the Platform you would have from BELOW THE HORIZEN view in 360 degrees!

Update 20150816 1358hrs: OK, so back from a walk and further development in, on and of The Artist’s Platform to the Stars!….. or whatever. 50 ft minimum diameter sphere with the platform as I pointed out floating so to speak on a rotational system inside.

  1. Both sides of platform cover with solar cells. No matter what angle platform is in some part will always be in light when on the sunny side of Earth.
  2. All batteries, motors, data storage systems, modular lights and air flow devices, MY COFFEE MAKER!, storage containers ARE IN THE PLATFORM.
  3. If someone wants a Steinway Piano or a WHOLE CONCERT performance up there I want to Happen! Glass sphere MUST have it’s own Doors, to get sculptures or any kind of artwork or tools, or whatever an ARTIST might need IN OR OUT!
  4. Geo-dome stuff for the sphere Bucky’s ideas! Still some of the Best!

Does that View inspire any ARTISTS??

UPDATE: 20150820  0800hrs  Yesterday, I was able to connect to a movie person looking for scripts. Currently working on Blue Blood.  Tomorrow, I will be discussing my upcoming Book, “How I created the International Space Station and the Creative Process.”  Please keep sharing this story, WE ARE CHANGING THE WORLD!

UPDATE 20150824 0028HRS:

As I explain myself, slightly let me give you an example of what a “Best Friend” of mine is like,

Bill Timms lived in Quincy, Ca, and his son and my son were of similar age. Bill found out I was sailor from my past and he had several boats he took up to the nearby lake.

We build a friendship up quickly, going sailing a lot and sharing this with our sons. Bill my friend, who would go off and leave his son playing with my son and me watching over sometimes all DAY. He would say “back in an hour”. Later I get them lunch, no Bill, around dinner time either I go to the bar to find Bill telling sailing stories. Or get the kids dinner and Bill would wander in saying, oh sorry. After a few weeks of this and my son liking to play with Alex, I just accepted Bill’s use of me as a sitter. My son was happy.

When my ex-wife started to make noise of wanting ME out of my son’s life because she hated me and men,

My “Best Friend” told me I was not to come over if it was NOT my day to see my son. He even agreed that there was “No Legal Reason”, he just was going to defend the mother against me. He did not want me around my son, “Just Because!” His own words.

When my ex-wife took my son and hid him for 12 years, my “Best Friend” told me he would not tell me where my son was and in no way help me contact my son. He has never given me any information. He has still called wanting to talk boats.

So you see, I have no need of you people that ACT like this. And yes this typical of relationships.

I’ll take a meth addict that received a $10,500 check in the mail, knew I was in prison in a mental hospital and sent it to a lawyer neither of us knew………that HUMAN CARED!

I mean let’s face it, a meth addict if you walk in those circles, “Will steal your wallet and then help you look for It!” and that was all I had. The lawyer was a referral from a REAL Schizo!

And Society calls them names too, instead of helping them.

How Sad!

This is the story of almost everyone who Claims to be close to me…..i.e.

Even with the evidence of the corruption in police and courts, that person that I called dad for so many years was TODAY, in telling the CONTRACTOR, I’m crazy because I have been trying to get a problem solved at our family apt and he doesn’t think he “AS OWNER” should have to pay for anything.

And tonight he told me that I was abusive to him for telling him the facts. He continues to say that Plumas County Sheriffs arresting me, breaking my arm in the process and being sentenced to 30 days in jail so I will learn to shut up about abuse to my son. I was REFUSED ANY AND ALL REQUESTS for medical attention. I was told I was lying. My arm would only go up to shoulder height and TO THIS DAY goes only a little higher.

According to Leonard Aldis Vanderhoof, the man who’s name is on my birth certificate, the actions of the police was proper because I have to be forced to understand I need medical help for MENTAL CONDITION I have never had any symtoms of. They to seem to feel that control of me in not a violation of my Human Rights.

Since when is SLAVERY LEGAL in America Again??

I have many memories of the Tenants coming to the door and asking for the manager, and me standing there crying because my dad was hitting or yelling at me. They would tell my “Dad” to his face, you are the owner, Peter is the Manager. He fixes things. My dad would let me leave and these people would take me up to their apartments and calm me down. Be nice to me and keep me out of dad’s way time and time again. Yes, it was that loud, that the upstairs apt unit 4 was my rescuer and friend for a few years.

The man who my birth certificate says is my father,

Has never supported in any of my projects, THAT DID NOT INCLUDE I SERVE TO HIM FOR LIFE!

I was no swim team one summer. He never showed up, even at the end of summer when I got some kind of trophy for most improved swimmer. No practices, no races, and yes when I got swimmer’s ear and could not compete in the End of Summer Match, I got in trouble for the doctor’s bill. He never even looked at the trophy.

He Never sat down to even one night of homework with me in 13 years of school.

He never came to any events and never asked or concerned himself that I was having to come home and run the apartment building and make sure Dad’s dinner was on the table at 5 pm Sharp. I was assigned this job when I was 8. The year before he bought the apartment building.

He has taken almost everything I can think of that he every gave me that was not a Christmas or birthday present. No partnership has ever been formed with my involvement at conception that protected my right to MY LIFE. It was many years after the partnership on the apt that dad told me he needed the tax write-off and did it.

And true to his cycle of ACTION, Jan. 1 2015, I launched new business.

Jan 6: boss offers “Work or Quit” I quit, last day to be day before emergency hernia operation.

Jan 21, operation

Jan 22: I am working full on putting in the hours for the business. Note on computer that it is at my weight limit.

Jan 30: Leonard asks me to be his travel buddy. I state as long as I can keep building my business.

Mid Feb. I no longer do anything but arrange trips for Leonard, I have no time to do any of my errands.

Leonard has spoken to the doctor I used to get off the ILLEGAL drug the Plumas County and Napa Mental Hospital put me on with THREATS OF VIOLENT BEHAVIOR if I did not let them drug WITHOUT AND TOTAL REFUSAL OF FACTS AND IN THE FACE OF FACTS.

The doctor after getting some 400 hours of meditation and mental training mp3 files. Called me the next day or I called him he said it was time drug me because I was taking care my father, I was trying to have MY LIFE! So the man known as Veit BUI of Torrance Calif was informed to NEVER TRY TO TREAT ME AGAIN or I would put Human Trafficking charges on HIM for telling me he would drug me into servitude to my abusive so called dad.

At the moment I am in a motel.

I do not know if I will get any of my belonging back.

I do not know what tomorrow will bring.

I don’t even know if anyone will let alone care.

I only know that once again, I stood up for human beings and Leonard Vanderhoof has blamed me of abuse because I have tried to help our tenants in an 8 unit building after a sewer back up. I can show emails of him telling me to tell the contractor “TO NOT DO ANYTHING TILL THE INSURANCE PAYS, he does NOT want to pay for anything.     2 months later, he is still crying about having to spent money. He KEEPS telling me that he has NEVER MADE ANY MONEY OFF the apartment building in 47 years.  One unit has lived there for 25 years. They bring in $1,200 per month, when they first came they paid $475 for a 1 bedroom.  I did some fast math before I knew the rent, $500 per month times 12 months is $6,000 times 25 is $150,000.  See, Leonard claims no money but this one unit in the real numbers is more $300,000, and he told these people he is too broke to fix their apartment.

THESE TENANTS, some have been using a toilet in the back of the building for 2 months and he complains that he doesn’t have any money to pay for anything, in from of the contractor and tenants.


Simple fact to check, he has/will spent close to $100,000 on 3 trips THIS YEAR, all planned AFTER Jan. 22, 2015. He leaves on the 3rd trip on the 26th.

How Sad.

The history is FACTUAL evidence, broken bones and being told No till the Jr. High School said, Hey it’s been 3 days, the child’s arm is Swollen, the child is in PAIN.   I had to walk 3 miles to a dr office. Get and x-ray, be show a 3 inch long fracture in my left arm. Have cast put on walk 3 miles back to school. Show them the doctors note that YES, the arm is broken.

When I got home I was punished for have spent money to get my arm looked at.

While I have never had any parental love……….

I challenge you to go ask my son if I loved him as a child. Ask him if I tried to abuse him.

And then ask yourselves,

Why do you Hate me?

just think of it, at 4 years of age I looked up into the sky and said “I’m going up there some day.” (1962) At 4 years of age, I had enough of this planet to want off permenently.

A 57 the bulk of society is still trying to hurt or use me and tell me how much they either don’t care people are hurting me or they themselves are mad because I am standing up once again from the abuse……I guess I never really did understand why humans think they are so great, won’t let some one they hate leave. DON’T CARE THEY ARE COMMITTING SUICIDE to they home.

When I was young, amusingly, leonard (sorry, I can’t call him dad after telling me torture was proper treatment for me), anyway, he would tell people, “oh, this is Peter. If he says something you better listen.” one day I pointed out he was hitting me again……..Since then he has always told everyone I am crazy, need mental help. I stopped him from hitting me physically by being on a swim team and growing several inches and 30 lbs. Opps I was bigger than him. I put him against the wall of the kitchen, my nose was bloody from his slapping me around, and I told him, “never hit me again, I’m family.” (note I did not say his son, because I knew and understood from monthly reminders, I was on this earth to slave for him. I owed him for everything he put before me.) He sputted and walked out. I did not throw a punch. I put my hand in under his chin, he was striking me, so I stopped him. a few minutes later he came in and accused me of hitting him. My nose still running, him not even a mark of holding him.

See violent people will beat you to prove they will not let you be peaceful.

oh, dear, I’m talking again. but that’s alright. Only the stars in the night sky are listening.

goood night